"Promise me that all you say is true, that's all I ask of you."

"Sometimes, it feels as if we're repeating the same mistakes only to forget the ones we've already made, she said"

*Sigh* So....I haven't talked to Aaron in a couple days. Not by choice, he just hasn't been online, or he's just happened to leave right when I started to talk to him... it feels like he just doesn't want to talk ot me anymore. It makes me really sad. I don't want things to be this way. I want to talk ot him, I don't want to lose my best friend over this. This is making me regret dating him, and I don't want to regret it. I just....I don't understand why he isn't talking to me. I mean... there's a possibility that he really is just leaving every time I happen to talk to him, but it's not very likely. I've talked to him about how he acts towards his ex's. He doesn't want to talk to them anymore.

I guess if he continues to do it and it seems like he really is just trying to not talk to me, I'll ask Sean about it. He would know. He's Aarons best friend. And he says he liked me and that any time I want to talk, especially about Aaron, he's there for me. *sigh* if we end up never talking again or things never being like they were, or remotely close, I think I might cry. I mean, I dunno.... I guess I just don't understand. Maybe it's just me jumping to conclusions. Thats always a very likely possibility too.