"And just when Juliet was about to give up all hope on love, Romeo appeared outside her window."

He left today. I've been avoiding the thoughts, avoiding the feelings that are going to hit me as soon as I let them. I'm not sure how much longer I can avoid them... I think I've hit the limit. I miss him already. These seven months with him away are going to be hard, especially since I won't get to talk to him on the phone... at all. Probobly not a whole lot online either. But, I'm going to do my best. I'm going to e-mail him as often as I can. And I already have an idea for a surprise package I'm going to see if I can send him (I hope I can.)

My dreams have gotten better. Happier. Well, partially. Last night one part of it wasn't fun. But it got better. I'm happy they're getting better. I'm losing my fear of going to sleep and dreaming. He's in my dreams, but they're not nightmares anymore. Although, now, even thought he's in my dreams, it just makes it more evident that when I wake up, he isn't here anymore. He's miles away.

I found a song today that I liked. Here are some of the lyrics

"All my bags are packed I'm ready to go

I'm standing here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say good-bye

But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn'

The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down

So many times I've played around

I tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go I'll think og you

Every song I sing I sing for you

When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring"

"So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you

One more time let me kiss you

And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come

When I don't have to leave alone

About the times that I won't have to say"

I like it. But, anyways, I've heard a lot of songs that I really like lately. But, I think I'm going to head off to sleep. I'll just make sure my phone goes off and wakes me up when Aaron texts me to tell me his flight landed safely, I hope he remembers.