"If only if only the woodpecker sighs..."

"Life is thickly sown with thorns, and I know no other remedy than to pass quickly through them. The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is their power to harm us."

So, I know I shouldn't let it bother me. And, it's not that it really bothers me so much as..... I'm not even sure. I guess it does bother me a bit. The Steve situation. I mean, I didn't want him to hate me. From the moment I told him it's just been....wow. That conversation I had with him, truthfully, it almost made me cry. I don't know why. It was just one of those things. And then all the hate glares, and him telling people that I'm a bad friend because of it. And then today. Ugg, today I was talking to Shorty and I said "Is Steve still mad at me?" Shorty said he thought he was. And apparently, he went over and asked Steve about it. And Steve came over to the lunch table, I could tell it wasn't going to go well, just, one of those feelings. And he goes "Hi Hannah. Hi Kara. And to answer your question, yes Im still pissed at you." and then he walked away. It was probobly one of the most immature things ever. Then later, on aim, he changed his status to something like "Snapple Fact #612: No one gives a shit!" which is just really lame. He was also talking to Shorty, apparently he thought I forced Shorty to ask him that question. And apparently Kara told him I was pissed. Well, this will most def. stop.

I think Karas trying to make things worse. SO to make it so she cant, whenever Steve comes up in the conversation Ill not say anything and change the subject. Apparently she goes and tells Steve every single thing I say, and makes some stuff up too. Shorty is gonna do the same thing. If Steve does anything Im going to ignore him, no reactions. Hopefully it works well. *crosses fingers*

I can tell Aaron's a tad off lately. I'm not sure about what though. He says he has a lot on his mind, but he doesn't want to share it. I have some ideas as to what they are but, I'm not 100% sure of anything. I've had a lot of things on my mind too lately. Most of it's random. I was thinking about why my mom and dad hate each other, I think I may ask one of these days. Id have to find the right person to ask though. I was also thinking about other things that have just been lingering on my mind. I don't know why. I made my facebook status "Tara has a lot on her mind." and about 10 seconds after changing it Conor texted me asking me if something was wrong. He's so sweet. "I always have time for you" he said. He's a good friend.

Well, sleep is calling. I still have a lot on my mind to sort out.