I mean, I'm feeling pretty content at the moment. But I have this feeling that something is going to happen. Something big. I'm just not 100% sure what that may be.
Something's been on my mind a bit today. I wonder how everybody sees me. I'm not exactly sure why I'm curious, I just am. What is it about me that people seem to like, I'm curious, cause I don't really understand it.
*sigh* Travis. I was talking to him yesterday online. It was interesting. Aside from that phone call saying "no no no no no, you're stupid. I do not approve!" he had a convo with me online too. He told me it was idiotic to date Steve, and all this other stuff. Then I changed the topic and we got to him telling me how good a frisbee player he thinks I am, and that I'd be the second best girl player on his team. SO he said I should talk to this girl on the Wombats, i said I'd think about it "You think too much" he said. So, apparently he decided to go ahead and ask without telling me...she said it would be cool. So now, I just have to figure out when I have some free time. He also said that during intersession I have to run a lot with him. Gah, slightly excited and unexcited at the same time. Im excited because Id get to hang out with him YET I hate running. He's a very odd person. He seemed slightly jealous, he kept telling me what a bad idea it was to date Steve, then he was telling me I was good enough to play with a college team, and he wants to hang out with me a lot during intersession. Not just once, a lot.
The Steve situation. I'm not exactly sure. I like him, yet, so far he hasnt shown me that I can like him enough to forget about Trav. I need to find someone who makes it to the top of my list. I don't think he does. Which is sad. Although, sometimes he says things that are just....really stupid. And sometimes, annoying. I'm looking past them, I don't know. Maybe I'm just being picky. But don't I deserve to be able to be picky? I shouldn't have to settle. Right?
I've been really tired lately. I fell asleep in English class, second half. After that embarresing episode. Chris and whats-his-face where out in the hall "AWWW Steves got a girlfriend! Say bye to your girlfriend-OH are you gonna kiss her?? Aww you two are in looovvveee!" Grr, my face was really red, I kissed him goodbye and tried to open the door to my room, it was locked. Just my luck.
WTF Steve is being really annoying right now! He's aggrivating me! I swear if I was having an actual conversation I would have walked away. He does tend to have his really immature moments....most of the time. Maybe I'm just in a bad mood. Who knows.
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